I've wanted to start blogging about my religious belief for a while, but...
What do I know about anything?
I don't have anything unique to say?
Why would anyone care about what I think?
I am in no way a scriptorian or gospel scholar.
Is talking about things I have figured out yet hypocritical?
Will people think I'm showing off? "Look at how good/smart I am."
In most areas of my life, I often feel like an imposter.
I make my living as a University Instructor. Most days, I'm certain everyone else there is smarter than me, and I've somehow tricked them into letting me teach. Imposter!
Whenever I speak in church on a topic I haven't mastered, I'm certain everyone sees me as a hypocrite. Imposter!
When I try to do good things, I worry people suspect I'm just doing them "to be seen of men." Imposter!
I really hope I'm not the only one that feels like this.
I'm not sure how a person gets past this feeling. But, I've found that for most fears, the only solution is to just do that thing. So...
I guess I'm a blogger.
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